Anna Banana's First Thoughts

You ever look at yourself in the mirror and wonder what the actual fuck is my life? If yes, then same buddy, if not, you are one lucky person.

Girl, Why the Blog?

Well.. You see.. My 20s has been a series of what the actual fucks to be quite honest with you and lots of why me God? Along with several, is this really my life right now?

People say your 20s are the time to fool around, have fun, see the world, make mistakes, and let go of all the care in the world because it’s that age where you’re figuring shit out.

I would agree but it’s easier said than done when you’re stuck living at home with strict parents, siblings to care for, a very demanding career with small pto’s, depression, anxiety, maybe a bit of the tism or possible adhd, no clue of where life’s heading and honestly the list goes on as to why I am not living my 20s but rather surviving it.

Let me not say that, because the journey that I’m on is literally because I did start living through my 20’s despite going through the things I’ve listed.

But even when I did some living, I felt lost and disconnected.

Um.. your main point?

The reason for this blog is because I’m lost. I’m lost on where the actual fuck I am going.

Videos online would say well the 30s will reveal all , but why do I have to wait until I’m freaking 30 to feel like I’m starting to figure shit out?

Also what if I fuck up real bad in my 20’s that my 30s is just as confusing?

If you’re still with me, bless your soul because that’s the chaos that runs through my mind daily.

I wish I could say this blog is going to be one of great adventures and me having my life figured out but it won't be.

This blog is for those of you who feel lost in this world no matter the age, I just titled this after my 20’s because that’s the era I’m in right now.

It’s for those of you who want your experiences validated and looking for someone to relate to.

It’s for my late bloomers, my baddies who need a friend and my mentally ill girlies.

This blog overall is truly for me too to just rant about being lost through the experiences that I have gone through in this lifetime.

If you enjoy confusing and chaotic story times, confusing rants, and lessons well this blog is for you.

Even if you don’t like those ehehe 🤭join me as I get lost deeply in my 20s and my life.

Sincerely,

Marie-Anne

half peeled banana fruit
half peeled banana fruit

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