Have you ever look at yourself in the mirror and wonder what the actual fuck? If yes, then same buddy, if not, you are one lucky person. My 20s have been a series of what the actual fucks to be quite honest with you.

People say your 20s are the time to fool around, have fun, see the world, make mistakes, and let go of all the care in the world because it’s that age where you’re figuring shit out. I would agree but it’s easier said than done when you’re stuck living at home with strict parents, siblings to care for, a very demanding career with small PTOs, depression, anxiety, maybe a bit of the tism or possible ADHD, no clue of where life’s heading and honestly the list goes on as to why I am not living my 20s.

Let me not say that, because the journey that I’m on is literally because I did live some parts of my 20s despite going through the things I’ve listed. But even when I did some living, I felt lost.

So What Is My Why?

The reason for this blog is that I’m lost. I’m lost on where the actual fuck I am going and what am I actually doing. Videos online say well the 30s will reveal all, but why do I have to wait until I’m freaking 30 to start figuring shit out? Also what if I fuck up really badly in my 20s that my 30s are just as confusing? If you’re still with me, bless your soul because that’s the chaos that runs through my mind daily.

I wish I could say this blog is going to be one of great adventures and me having my life figured out but it won’t be. This blog is for those of you who feel lost in this world no matter your age, I just titled this after my 20s because that’s the era I’m currently lost in right now. It’s for those of you who want your experiences validated and looking for someone to relate to.

It’s for my late bloomers, my baddies who need a friend, and my mentally ill girlies. This blog overall is truly for me too to just rant about being lost through the experiences that I have gone through in this lifetime.

If you enjoy confusing and chaotic story times, confusing rants about life, and interesting life lessons well this blog is for you. Even if you don’t like those🤭join me as I get lost deeply in my 20s.

– Marie-Anne